As I wake up this morning, many reasons to be grateful and happy. I don't need to cut my life short due to circumstances or phases of life that must surely passed. There are so many reasons to be thankful and have hope that things will get better.
Ending your life because of what will surely melt away ain't the best way to die. Surely, if you get busy with your life and purposes, it will be hard to think about death.
I have decided to put my health as the first priority in whatever I am doing this year. The speed that employers used to replaced lost ones at their office has shown that life is nothing. Take care of yourself first.
Raising kids can never be an easy job. It can be stressful when they are so little, needs attention and care. The happiest moments are when they are grown.
There are some issues that requires medication while some needs therapy. I will always go for therapy because it's a long way to help both emotionally and psychologically but if I am advised to take medicine, I won't hesitate.
I don't go a day without playing music. Every morning is for my boosting time especially going to work. I will be on my headphone till it's noon. Music helps my life a lot.
That's why I didn't put much expectations in life. Yeah, it's good to have the zeal to accomplish many things in life but it won't be at a go. Life needs to be taking gently and not hardly.
That's correct. Even if the lockdown causes some depression, it's not enough reason to hold unto it and be giving it as a reason to people. You need to stand up and do something for yourself.
That isn't even something huge, I have seen some guys threatening the girls that rejected them and making their lives so miserable. One that I know went to the station for letter of undertaking.
Chatting is the easiest way that I can talk with someone without putting up a guise or even getting tired on that. When I answer calls, I make sure the calls are always in a jiffy.
I can't really remember them all because I played as much as I want because I am going to ditch playing game for some time. The last two I remembered playing was Red Dead Redemption 2 and then Sims 4.
There are some TV series I liked the most and there are:
The Outpost
The Originals
The Gates
Vampire Diaries.
I will still add children's TV series because they make me have fun.
Another new year is already at the doorstep. I can't wait to see this new year and I know I will be glad to witness it. New year are the time we think and write down the goal for the year.
That's a great mindset there. Some people are too stoned to care about how much they owe or people they owe, thinking about that is giving them the depression spirit which won't give them the energy to work and pay off.
It has been really hard to say no especially to people I love working for. But when I have seen the work used to deteriorate my health, I will stop in order not to jeopardize my life.
The night is deep. When I was having this attack, I always love to stay with my siblings because their soothing words and encouragement always help me. I listen to music too when I am alone.
Whenever I have this attack, I will only make sure to play some music using my earpiece in order not to disturb anybody or even show people around that I am going through a lot of things. It has worked for me for a long time now.
The only thing and the people that I didn't get to be influenced by what they do are smokers. I was privileged enough not to smoke while depressed even when I got the urge. I haven't try smoking and I can't start it now.
Anxiety attack is what I will never wish my enemy. Whenever I feel like I am about to have the panic, I will just enter the restroom, away from the public and calm myself down and get normal again.
Grey looks so good a mature colour. It might not be seen as one beautiful colour but I love it because of how it looks and how it makes the person looks so mature.