TwistedDeath
New member
Hi my name is Ted and I currently live in Texas. I have lived in Florida, New Jersey, Pennsylvania, North Carolina, etc, etc, etc. too many places to remember. Growing up my mother moved around a lot running away from my dad who's pretty much an a-hole, drunk and unable to move on with his life so he will constantly harrass and follow my mother wherever we moved. Finally after years of this non-sense he has stopped, not so much because he 'moved on' but because he got sick. Well, that has been my life for as long as i can remember. Never stayed at any city or school long enough to develop some meaningful friendshps or relationships. I never got close with anyone cause I didnt want them to know what a twisted life I had. I never joined any sports or any clubs. I dont know I just lived day by day praying that my father will never find us so i could have a normal life. I am now 23 and I feel like my life has passed me and although im only 23 I just feel like im stuck here. I tried some drugs in the past and thank god i never got hooked, i did a lot of drinking in the past but seen what is had done to my father so I try not to do it so much, the only bad habit I have is smoking which right now im trying to quit, mainly because its just too expensive. Im smoking a pack a day, if im having a bad day thats more like a pack and a half. I dont know for me smoking calms me and helps me get thru my days. Hey, better cigarettes then drugs right? well thats me. Lost and confused I guess! lol
